Blushing to myself

 I just crossed my darkest nights

when I had blinded eyes
I couldn’t see you
But now that days were bright
and I didn’t need the light
carried by you
I noticed the smile on your face
After our little childish race
finding time for ourselves
my heart was an empty space
for long and lonely days
you know, I kept blushing to myself

You always had all figured
and still never got triggered
by the shit that I said
But by the end of that day
when I had found my way
you wrote a letter that read
“I need to walk a mile
Don’t let go of that smile”
Just gonna think about yourself?
For long and lonely days
My heart was an empty space
But I kept blushing to myself

I thought it was your turn
to enjoy, but you didn’t return
and scared the shit out of me
I thought it would be wise
To just forget your voice
and set you free
Down the lanes of memory
I still remember your charm
Why you left is a mystery
Tell me, did I do you any harm?
You can walk your meters
but the world is full of cheaters
just take care of yourself
For long and lonely days
My heart will be an empty space
I’ll continue blushing to myself