Fate or fantasy

 Do we miss what was

or do we miss what could have been

The happiness on my face when I was with you

was the most beautiful thing you could’ve seen

 

Can I please feel the way you make me feel?

One more time, a few more times, probably forever

With the sound of your voice filling the tears in my eyes

Turning nights to forget into nights to remember

 

Do you remember the game that we used to play?

The one where we used to chill and say

Whatever, whatever was going inside our mind

Things that would get us into trouble if others might find

 

Do you remember the song that you had sent?

With lyrics that captured your love and I’d guessed that’s what it meant

Whenever they play it, it’s surely not the song I dance to

But my heart skips a beat somewhere, do you feel it too?

 

Sometimes I question whether all of that was real

If it was, then where is the person that made me feel that way?

Where is that girl who took my heart and painted it pink, red and teal

Can you please return that girl to me, to her I have a lot to say

 

They ask me, how do I, with a broken heart, keep that hope

How do I manage myself hanging to the weakest strings of the rope

All I say is that I had found that special friend

The friend of a lifetime, the relationship I can’t end

 

Till today from the first time I saw you in blue

I’ve loved you and won’t leave you until you do

Maybe all that’s left is a fantasy, and none of it is true

So the day that you move on, I will too

 

But as long as you hold on, I will hold on tighter

Carry your feelings on my shoulder, and still feel lighter

If I’m foolish and hopeless, they can have a laugh

But I know, within her silence amidst their laughter,

I had found my better half.